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    June 29

    objection

            有消息表明,上海出梅了。与之相反,今早上,我在一下一下的雷声中醒来,才五点多,外边的雨也配合着雷吆喝起来。挺意外的,这地方素来雨少,而那不多的雨通常都是在我们处于睡梦中时下,非常的善解人意。
            就要离校了,感觉是很特别的。最开始的那一阵子老是回忆起高考前的最后一段时光。最近更是进入状态了,如同踏在水面上,周围的东西都在浮动。人变得懒散和放任,有时在心里提醒自己:人生苦短,有趣且有益的事尚做不完,浪费宝贵的时间不值得,却又有气无力地半躺在床上,什么都不想干,心甘情愿地让时间静静地淌走。
            很少认真地照一下镜子,偶尔为之,却不免感慨:人还是应该常照照镜子的,以免看到自己时会觉得陌生,也可换位地感受一下自己在人前的形象。其实,人的内心又何尝不需要经常照照镜子呢——常自省,才能更好地认识、理解和驾驽自己,而不致迷失自我、尸行于世。记得大一入学时,有老师建议每学期或每年拍单照一张,四年后,依据相片即能判断一个人的成长历程,我按那么做了,想来还是蛮有道理的。
            已经记不起吃了多少次聚餐,之后多少次K歌、多少次各类游玩活动。很多次回寝时,下车走在晚风中,很是舒服,随晚风送到耳边的是学校广播电台为毕业生开设的专题节目,相互搀扶的朋友们听着、轻笑着,觉得受到安慰、更多的是不舍的痛。FM98兆赫吧,你是在添油加醋、助纣为虐啊。
            毕业生离校前,晚上从楼上窗户往下砸东西,这应该是国内各大学的一般传统了。不知不觉中开始,自发的,ladies & gentlemen,从十一点熄灯开始,闹到一两点算是正常。扔到楼下的东西除了人和钱几乎无所不包了。小的有鞋袜、酒瓶、书本、暖壶、拖把、脸盆等,大的有桌凳、床板,乃至电脑显示器。其间,伴有某人慷慨陈词、同伙的喝彩声和对面公主楼上女生的尖叫。依自己的理智、身份和经历,我的态度是当然的objection。近些天,这个objection常不自觉脱口而出,我时时处处有与人辩论的倾向,有失文雅啊。是毕业给闹的吧。
            中午在床上翻完两三本杂志后才想起该午休了。窗外的雨声相伴,迷迷糊糊中,我又梦到了那个地方,发生了给女孩写情诗、与老师辩论、面向同学演讲等事。似乎是睡在上铺的兄弟下来时踩着我的脚了,就醒了,有把梦变成文字的冲动,因为其中特别的经历,却又止住了念头。sunwt教训得是。
            一昼夜可生四万三千二百念,人不能将每个念头都付诸实践。有些东西,原本就不是应该记住的。

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    wrote:
    如果我毕业那天住在宿舍里的话,砸东西是一定要参加的。呵呵,此等机会岂容错过?错过了是人生遗憾哪!
    Nov. 27
    yq linwrote:
    To Ava: 相见时难别亦难。
    June 30
    yq linwrote:
    To dhyana: 呵,是我故意言重的,以示我并不认同你的看法——“把梦记下来有什么实际的意义吗”。 “好象梦很多哎”,“是毕业给闹的吧”。
    June 30
    Ava Avawrote:
    上海暴雨,离别季节……
    June 29
    sunwrote:
    我说啥了,几时教训了,言重了。不过你好像梦很多哎
    June 29

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